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i met a girl a year ago
an artist
i have a friend i used to have sex with
who told me she wanted to have sex with the artist
last week i had sex with the artist
then heard from a third party
that my friend is three months pregnant
my friend asked me to cover her shift at work
because she was scheduled for surgery
i think the artist may be in love with me
but i am in love with a girl
who lives far away
and is moving further away
and then even further away
and doesnt like me back anyway
i feel confused
life seems bleak
i last had sex with my friend
three months ago
